Tuesday, November 17, 2009 ♥
Please stop all dhat has happen in dys typical house .
why ? why ? why ?
why must it happen to my family ? to me ?!
my friends my cousin ..
all tot i have a such wonderful family ..
but it's all hidden ..
i don relie noe if im needed in dys family ..
till now i always rmbr wat nneq use to sae to me ..
"faezah sabar jeq . klao kaw tq de sape2 kaw der nneq"
nneq jgak yg srq memahami ako ..
i don relie noe wats goin to happen next ..
without nneq in my lyf ..
my lyf tambah miserable ..
haizz ..
i wish i got d power to stop all dys happening to my family ..
but im weak compared to my father ..
only the wan hu noes my father ..
will understand wat i mean ..
i don even noe if i relie belong to dys family ..
i got d different treat as compared to wat my sis get ..
im lyk always got blame for dys for dhat ..
if i fail my exam ..
fyne .. i have to admit here ..
since im lyk .. tgh geram ..
i kena pukul laa wat laa ..
but my lil sis ..
she scored badly dys yr ..
since d start of d year ..
but she stakat kena marah ..
but to pon lyk maje2 mara ..
foe wat lidat ..
she don deserved lidat ..
i scored better as compared to her ..
now i scored lyk better dhen previously ..
wat i get was like ..
"bangge uhq tu .. markah stakat gitu daa bange .. org lain boleh dapat markah tinggi .. kaw ?! klao stakat markah kaw gini aper yg ader"
haizz .. i don understamd ..
if onli nneq masih ader ..
she is d onie 1 hu give me support ..
now dhat she is gone .. i donoe sape yg i have ..
ako buat baik smua ttp igt ako jahat ..
ako pass smua ckp ako ttp fail ..
so .. buat pe ako jdy baik .. buat pe ako blajar rajin2..
if onie nneq ader .. i think i've make a someone proud ..
if onie i could get lyk wat my sis get ..
it lyk heaven menn ..
please god .. i wan wat i deserved .
Name given NUR FAEZAH. A year older every 07 OCT . My blog My say . 
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